Hiatus of the Hiatus

Well, I suppose I haven't written anything in a while, so one would think a writer should be writing a script and not on his blog. One would also say SHUT UP.

Any ways I've got the old Ipod on shuffle and I'm almost 4 drinks in.

The last time I wrote, I think I wrote about a girl I was into/starting to date. Well its now 7 months in and rocking!

My mini depression/woman hatred is over since I started seeing Shaina (my GF).
She's awesome. We're pretty like minded. I feel like I might be the more impulsive one in the relationship. But we both pretty much have the same social/economic/political views. She's so pretty! I always wanted to date a smart girl. And as soon as she said she was a Uni student from UofT studying History. I thought she was 8 times hotter!
Unfortunately, She was still a bit immature with somethings in life, like her feeling she was ugly and worthless. For a girl who is so smart. I would have thought she'd have self respect! For a girl so hot and so sexy, why does she must hate her self?!

Anyway the idea went through my mind that I'd be the Fixer in the relationship. That seemed tiresome. I'm tired of saving people!

But that's not what happened. She listened to me. She believed me when I told her how beautiful she is. How smart she is. How much she can potentially contribute to society.
Everyday she amazes me. Everyday I learn about how much more struggles she goes through and how much she overcomes them by. She's taught me so much about the everyday North American struggles in the 21 century. she's taught me much more about my myself than anyone else could have taught me.

And then I realize that She wasn't the one who needed fixing.

After a year of feeling nothing. I started to feel again. I feel alive.
Shaina has helped me much more than I've helped her with her eating problems or her self-esteem or school problems.

She's put my faith back into humanity. I feel I'm so brutish but she makes me feels soft and kind hearted.
Her warmth explodes like a supernova and leaves a resonating beauty that will stay for quite some time. I hope her nebula can radiate around me for the rest of my life.


SO I'LL GIVE AN UPDATE ON MY LIFE!

-Happy in Love
-Starting to Gaff
-Working for IATSE
-Have my own HD camera and nice Tripod
-I know now what I want to do with my life!

Your friend,
Bryan